During ASLI 1010 last year I tended to go with a group of hearing friends, walk around with them, then leave without truly interacting with any Deaf people. ASLI 1020 last spring was much of the same story, though I tried to get out of my box a bit more. This semester, however, I decided that I needed to force myself out of my comfort zone and truly associate with Deaf people. I can't say that my plan is working 100%, but I'm sure doing better than I was this time last year!
One thing I am doing to help myself is to go to more than just the required three activities. I have gone to probably 5 or 6 already this semester with more coming up. An additional twist as I have advanced from the beginning classes (1010 and 1020) to the intermediate classes (2010 and 2020) is that instead of writing a short paper to tell about my experiences at various Deaf activities, I need to relay the same information via sign language on a video.
As I might have mentioned before, videoing myself is the single most stressful type of assignment which I can be given. Read a book, write a paper, analyze a sentence, explain Deaf culture, take any form of written test, these are things I can do. But as soon as I have to set up a video camera on myself, I start freaking out. Interestingly enough, I don't stress very much if I'm being videoed in class or lab. Even though with those clips I have one shot, and that's it, whereas with videos I do at home I often have days of preperation time, and a nearly unlimited number of re-takes available. I think it's the very ability to stress for days and then to scrap a video for the smallest mistake that eggs on my perfectionist side.
Anyway, after a week of practicing and stressing, I finally videoed my first Deaf activity commentary this afternoon. It's not perfect, but I'm not re-doing it because: 1) It's really long and so it takes forever to re-do. 2) I am a student of this language, not a master, I should be expected to make mistakes! 3) This one clip isn't that huge of a portion of my grade and 4) My perfectionist side needs to be taught a lesson.
The video is posted here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x3Zc7F_zRnY
I'm not that thrilled with the lighting, but there's nothing I could do to fix it. (And I tried. The story involves taping flannel over my light, setting up my backdrop somewhere else, and stubbing my ankle. All in vain.)
State test countdown: 24 days.
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